Every time you look at me I'm overthrown by gravity pulling me down
Is it trying to bury me, bring on my early death or hold me safely to the ground?
Every word you said to me is carved into my memory like words on a gravestone
I let my heart build a monument and dedicate it to you without realizing I'd made it into my home
What goes around comes back around And it's all coming back to me
I didn't know how to love someone who needed the ocean
When all I had was the sea If i could explain I'm sure you'd understand
But you never listen to me I'm standing trial against everyone I've ever loved
And they've all found me guilty If i let you destroy me will you finally feel free?
You called me again in the middle of the night
To tell me you found god in the centre of the eyes Of a pretty girl who never cries the way I did every day
Now the sun puts on a show, she's taking off her clothes But the moon just says goodnight
And so it goes with you and I and all our starry-eyed fantasies, washed away
As the trees all shed their leaves, seasons change and so do we As we burn away our fears
With ink stains on our hands from all the eulogies we read Shaking hands, make us bleed
You are bitter wind
Against my freezing skin
The reason I stay in on these cold October days
You're the breath that I inhale
While I write these words
Wishing there was something I could say
I know I fall to pieces every time you touch me
But I really want you to stay
My funeral boy, body like a coffin
Laying in an empty grave
قتلاكَ، أو جرحاك فيك ذخيرةٌ
فاضربْ بها . إضربْ عدوَّكَ...لا مَفَرُّ
أَشلاؤنا أسماؤنا
حاصرْ حصارَك بالجنونِ
وبالجنونْ
ذهبَ الذين تحبُّهم، ذهبوا
فإمَّا أن تكونْ
أَو لا تكونْ,
سقط القناعُ عن القناعِ عن القناعِ
سقط القناعُ
ولا أَحدْ
إلاَّك في هذا المدى المفتوح للأعداء والنسيانِ,
فاجعل كُلَّ متراسٍ بَلَدْ
لا .. لا أَحَدْ
سقط القناعُ
عَرَبٌ أَطاعوا رُومَهم
عَرَبٌ وبارعوا رُوْحَهُم
عَرَبٌ.. وضاعوا
سَقَطَ القناعُ
والله غَمَّسَ باسمك البحريِّ أَسبوعَ
الولادةِ واستراحَ الى الأَبَدْ
كُنْ أنتَ. كُنْ حتى تكونْ !
لا ... لا أَحَدْ
Through the fish-eyed lens of tear stained eyes
I can barely define the shape of this moment in time
And far from flying high in clear blue skies
I'm spiraling down to the hole in the ground where I hide
If you negotiate the minefield in the drive
And beat the dogs and cheat the cold electronic eyes
And if you make it past the shotguns in the hall
Dial the combination, open the priesthole
And if I'm in I'll tell you (what's behind the wall)(Yahoo!)
There's a kid who had a big hallucination
Making love to girls in magazines
He wonders if you're sleeping with your new found faith
Could anybody love him
Or is it just a crazy dream?
And if I show you my dark side
Will you still hold me tonight?
And if I open my heart to you
And show you my weak side
What would you do?
Would you sell your story to Rolling Stone?
Would you take the children away
And leave me alone?
And smile in reassurance
As you whisper down the phone?
Would you send me packing?
Or would you take me home?
Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings
Thought I oughta tear the curtain down
I held the blade in trembling hands
Prepared to make it but...
Just then the phone rang
I never had the nerve to make the final cut
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